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Carissa Conti

I haven’t posted any new actual writings for my site for awhile, though there are a few random things kicking around, half finished write ups, and ideas sitting on back burners. But due to the COVID-19 bruhaha sweeping the globe I feel it needs to be addressed.

In a nutshell, here’s what I think we’re dealing with:

  • A genuine contagion manufactured in a lab in China. Not a hoax. Something that is indeed real, and does indeed kill, and was engineered to be more deadly than the flu. But just because it’s real and not a hoax……doesn’t mean there isn’t a conspiracy going on. The satellite images showing the sudden and intense skyrocketing of air pollution over Wuhan and its surrounding region right when China was in the thick of the pandemic show that mass cremations were indeed happening, because people were dying en masse, and at a rate that was at least ten times higher than what was being reported in the media. That is a key piece of evidence. Without those satellite images I’d be prone to siding with the “black/white, all or nothing” conspiracy camp that believes none of this is real. Especially when you factor in various people posting vids on YouTube showing that the hospitals situation isn’t what’s being reported. We’ll be returning to that particular point in a second. Then you add in the fact that the Chinese government were full on welding people into their homes to keep people from being able to leave and spread this thing, and that in itself is also pretty telling.
  • COVID-19 was released on purpose, with multiple agendas in mind, but first and foremost, to be utilized as the ultimate tool/weapon to eventually usher in global economic collapse, as well as a pretext for forced vaccinations/“ID 2020” cards to prove you’ve had your vaccination, which thus leads to….population control. No other act could singlehandedly result in every outcome “the powers that be” were hoping for, from economic collapse/global financial reset, to martial law/lockdown, and possibly implementing some sort of forced vaccinations/tracking/monitoring system. Random terrorist acts, even things like 9/11, wouldn’t do it. Think about it – NYC and DC get hit on 9/11……..but how did that effect people living pretty much anywhere else in the country? Unless you knew people personally who worked in the Pentagon or the WTCs or were on those planes, then 9/11 had no personal, direct impact. It frazzled a lot of people, it instilled patriotism in a lot of people, but it didn’t directly affect them. People were able to continue working, shopping, surviving and living their life in a normal way, same as before. And now we have an entire generation of college aged kids who weren’t even alive when it happened and don’t/can’t understand what that was like to go through, because that’s how long ago it was and how ultimately inconsequential it was in the true “BIG SCHEME OF THINGS.” Whatever wars 9/11 spawned can’t compare to what COVID is doing, and will continue to do to the entire planet, versus to just a few countries. Even something like dirty nukes being set off in multiple cities around the country wouldn’t do it. If you want to get everybody full of fear in the entire country, or at bare minimum, willing to err on the side of caution and listening to the government’s advise, and if you want everybody, everywhere agreeing to be locked down, from big cities to smaller towns to rural villages then you need a massive, and all pervasive, source of fear. Something that is the great equalizer. And there’s only one thing that would do it. A highly contagious, global pandemic. < cough cough > < sneeze sneeze > “AHHHHHHHH!!! I’M GOING TO DIE!!!!! YOU’RE GOING TO SPREAD SOMETHING TO ME!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!! DON’T FLEE YOUR CITY TO COME INTO MY TOWN!!!!!” The classic “Problem-Reaction-Solution” as put forth by David Icke.
  • Then we have the issue of people posting vids on YouTube seeming to show that the hospital situation isn’t what’s being reported. In particular, questioning that one vid posted by Dr. Colleen Smith in NYC, purporting to show all the bodies hooked up to ventilators and such, but where you don’t actually see any faces, and where HIPAA laws wouldn’t allow for such filming in the first place. Meanwhile, mixed in amongst pics from other parts of the world showing very real looking situations of very real looking people curled up on hospital floors, full faces being shown, either dying or outright dead, unable to get help because the hospitals have run out of beds and resources. So there’s a lot of mixed messages being circulated, leaving people who can only think simplistically/black and white to just throw babies out with the bathwater in an “all or nothing” way. Either the entire thing is real, or the entire thing is a faked hoax. And since they can see signs of a hoax playing out, or at minimum, something fishy going on, they dismiss all of it. Except one needs to account for all the facts and information, especially the damning evidence that shows how this is indeed real. Can’t cherry pick. So in this case we need to consider the third choice, gray middle area, which is that both may be happening. Real people truly dying, and hospitals being overrun in other parts of the world where the pandemic has had longer to take root. However, here in the U.S. where things are only just ramping up, we’re not there yet. But the Powers That Be need a reason to kickstart the lockdowns and economic collapse NOW. Enter in……possibly exaggerated or outright faked vids and reports of overrun hospitals and lack of supplies and “war zone” situations that either may or may not be true. And with Dr. Colleen Smith, who specializes in medical simulations according to her bio, at the helm in one widely viewed vid. Doesn’t mean there isn’t a virus. Doesn’t mean people can’t catch it, get sick and die. Doesn’t mean we won’t eventually get to a point where hospitals really are overrun. Just means…..things could very well have been exaggerated here in the U.S. in March because they needed to “get this party started” sooner rather than later.


So I’ll admit, I’m of the camp that chooses to err on the side of caution as I watch this total circus debacle unfold around us. Right now due to Boca Raton city, Palm Beach County and now statewide orders for all of Florida by Governor DeSantis, I’m not allowed to go to work even if I wanted, and am just enjoying my paid time off at home. But it doesn’t mean I believe the story we’re being fed about the who’s, where’s, how’s and why’s. Yet, I am willing to play along with playing it safe, because I don’t believe it’s entirely a made up hoax. Yet, it’s also not natural or organic, and is absolutely being used to take everything down. A means to an end. A useful tool to piggyback on, that can accomplish what no manufactured false flag terrorist act could ever hope to accomplish.

As far as what the final verdict is of COVID, whether it really is a Boogy Man pathogen more contagious and more deadly than the Flu, and whether it truly is deserving of tanking the entire global economy over…….we’ll just have to wait and see, and for the U.S. that’s going to be about another four weeks. By that point we’ll have a better idea of the numbers, and will be more likely to actually know of somebody personally who has either come down with or actually died from COVID, or at least who directly knows somebody who has, better proving things and making it more real. But even then we’ll never have truly accurate numbers, nor know the real and full truth of this. So that’s another weird paradox of this situation – we have possible exaggerated or outright faked vids/scenarios being reported by the media, amping things up, yet, the true numbers of how many people have died or are being affected currently are/have been downplayed by so many sources….while other sources are pushing to classify deaths as being “COVID” even if the person died from something else, in order to up the numbers. Different agendas, working at cross purposes, and clearly not on the same page. Very confusing.

There’s another interesting point worth putting out there. But something I thought straight away back at the beginning of March, when first hearing about what was happening in Wuhan and how the Chinese government was responding in terms of extreme measures, then hearing and reading so many people here in America waving it all off as being “no different from the flu,” while citing annual flu death statistics (“more than 50,000 a year….”) in a diminishing way was…….how many people have I ever known personally, or even heard about out in the world around me, who actually died from the flu? Not one. Ever. In my entire life. So then that made me question, where are these flu statistics even coming from that possibly misinformed people are now using to try to diminish COVID??? Who/where are these 50,000+ people that are supposedly dying every single year from the flu?????

I can’t speak for others, but I’ve never seen anything like what’s being shown of what happens to people who contract “No worse than the flu” COVID-19. No different from the flu? I’ve had the flu. I didn’t require hospitalization. I wasn’t not able to breathe, with fluid filled lungs that were ravaged and looked like somebody who had smoked for 50 years and had lung cancer when viewed on Xrays. I didn’t need to be hooked up to a ventilator. And I didn’t even come close to dying. And it certainly didn’t permanently destroy my sense of taste and smell. Another side effect of COVID we’re now realizing. People in China also get the flu. Meanwhile, their government has never felt it needed to resort to forcibly welding people into their residences to keep them from spreading the contagion. So…COVID is just like the flu? Really? Think again, based on the Chinese government’s reactions to this thing once they realized it had gotten out. And meanwhile over 50,000 people a year are supposedly dying from the flu? Really?? :/ This situation is bringing to light all kinds of wrong assumptions about various things as well as questionable stats about the flu that until now, nobody even looked twice at or questioned. That’s just the tip of the iceberg though in terms of things we’re told/taught about the world in general that nobody really questions or investigates, and just takes authority’s word on things, as readers of my site are aware.

What concerns me the most though is where this is ultimately going, and there’s a very personal reason for that. Because over the years I’ve experienced a few waking visions/downloads/knowings, not sure how else to describe them, as well as at least one “dream” that was so hyper realistic that it basically qualifies as a virtual reality training program (mentioned in my – free – book “Chasing Phantoms”), but which all involved a future society that was on total lockdown. Here’s the summary of the few things I’ve seen:

1. In 2000, while living in SoCal (before I fully “woke up” and not only became educated about conspiracy and read anything on the matter, but also before learning/realizing me and my brother’s status as MILABs/abductees), I had a waking vision one random afternoon in my room of tanks rolling down the streets of L.A., where martial law was in effect and the military was using armed force to keep the population in line. As noted in part III of “Chasing Phantoms” there were also vivid visions/imaginings in my mind out of nowhere during this time of living on the outside of society, on the lam in the woods or in caves and such. So, this was not a normal or usual thing for the non-awake me of the time to have. I’m not prone to “visions” in general, which is why there are so few here, and there was no logical source for why this one would have suddenly been in my head. Though as noted in “CP,” I do believe these were MILABs in nature, but we’ll be getting back to that in a second.

2. Sometime around 2002 or so, after waking up and learning my status as an abductee/MILAB/whatever’s going on there, I had a hyper realistic “dream” where some sort of war situation had happened that had resulted in all state borders being locked down. No travel was possible anymore to other parts of the country, so wherever you happened to be was where you were stuck. I was with some other people who were resorting to hopping freight trains as a means to get past the closed borders. The scene was out west in the desert, with a clear blue and sunny sky. Very pleasant and innocuous. Meanwhile there were snipers set up intermittently along the tracks, to take out people like me who thought they were going to sneak past the border closings. Two sniper guys in black were positioned along the tracks with their rifles. The guy on the right had his rifle down, allowing the guy on the left to take his shots at us. Kind of like “These ones are mine….” or something, while they other one deferred. Bullets whizzed past my head as I rapidly shifted position to get around the corner of the box car I was hanging onto, and that was the end of the dream.

3. In Virginia some time ~2007-2009, when we were living in Charlottesville and visiting Short Pump just outside of Richmond where all the shopping was. While Tom and I were walking through a plaza that had a Kohl’s, Best Buy, etc., I suddenly had a “vision”/knowing sort of thing come over me: I was standing outside a retail establishment of some sort, but not being allowed in to shop, because I, and many others, had refused to go along with some sort of new system that had been implemented. I couldn’t tell what that system involved – like maybe microchipping? which is something people have talked about for years, or whether it was something else. I didn’t hear or feel the word “chipping” in my mind. But it was some sort of forced, across-the-board system that tied into everything, and people either agreed to it and got in line, or they refused, that much I could sense. It was a total knowing in my mind of what the situation was. Those who refused, like me, and whoever else was with me that I could sense around me, were now the marginalized members of society. So if we needed to get things from stores, we needed to hang around outside stores and count on the help of random strangers going in or out help us. Take our money and get stuff for us, or where some kind of post-transactional arrangement would be made to reimburse, because we weren’t allowed in to shop for ourselves anymore, anywhere. The world was no longer for us to be a part of.

The other strong feeling being conveyed was that many of those who had agreed to this system and fallen in line had sympathy and empathy for me and the others who didn’t. It wasn’t like being a beggar feeling entitled to ask others to fork over their hard earned money to them for no good reason and either get ignored, or receive mean or hostile responses. The ones who fell in line and who were thus “allowed” to continue participating in regular society would have liked to have made the same decision we did, but had caved in to fear and intimidation in order to maintain their status quo, which is understandable. We were the ones who didn’t, and made the choice. So there was no sense of animosity coming from other people in this vision. We were just like them, not some drug addled homeless person or something that people can feel easily separated from, with that whole, “Oh, you’re just lazy and made irresponsible life decisions, it’s not my fault or problem…” attitude. So there was empathy and a willingness to help us, a sense of solidarity due to an extremely bizarre and unfair situation that they didn’t agree with either.


So, could all be malarkey. Could be something valid. I don’t actually believe all three were shown to me for the same one purpose, and to predict the same one future. I’ve already stated in “Chasing Phantoms” that #2 was most likely a MILABs-related virtual reality training program to prepare for a general “What-If” type of scenario, something that other MILABs have also experienced and which James Bartley wrote about in his various MILABs articles. The reasoning behind the closed borders in that hyper realistic dream was also made clear, something about a war situation, not a pandemic. I think #1 qualifies as MILABs manipulation as well, even though I wasn’t yet consciously aware of being a MILAB. But #3 gets my attention the most, because it was different from the other two in terms of how I received it. It felt more like a real precognitive flash insight, versus a MILABs-related manipulation. (Though I could be wrong about that.) So it gets my attention the most for not only that reason, but also because of what we’re now hearing about the proposed “ID 2020” thing, where people will be forced to take a COVID-19 vaccine and receive their corresponding ID card as proof………otherwise, they won’t allowed into mass group settings/situations anymore, including work. Basically being excluded from society. Much like I foresaw ~10 years ago. So yeah, THAT’S troubling to hear about, to put it mildly.

So whether CO-VID is 1) completely real, natural and organic and exactly what they’re telling us, 2) completely faked/hoaxed and nothing like what they’re telling us, or 3) a mix of both truth and lies, and a convenient tool to implement agendas (which is my belief) all that ultimately matters is, Where is this all leading? as mentioned. With regards to some future dystopian world where things are locked down and people are being forced to make choices about whether to fall in line or pay the price I’ve always wondered, how would we ever go from here, when the world is chugging along innocuously, to there… lockdown and control. How??! Seriously, how do you make that happen for the entire nation, and even most of the world (like “conspiracy theorists” have been banging on about for years, and which I’ve even gotten a glimpse of for myself in “visions”) versus just localized pockets? Once again…..mass fear caused by a global pandemic. Martial law being imposed to force everybody to stay in place, for fear of “spreading the contagion.” Borders being shut down, travel now restricted for fear of “spreading the contagion.” An Us vs. Them, lines drawn in the sand exclusionary society based on fear of “spreading the contagion.” In theory, contagion pandemic is the only common denominator all three scenarios could have.

None of this may end up happening, but I feel that this is important enough to be worth putting out there, to give people that head’s up to keep an eye out. I’ve already had to think ahead to some worst case situation future where #3 actually does become reality – would I make the same choice I saw in my “vision”? Even if it’s just some nonsense that passed through my mind it’s still worth pondering on. Would I be willing to throw away the comfy and secure lifestyle I’ve grown accustomed to, eschewing forced vaccinations that could contain nanoparticles of God knows what that either does things on its own or is designed to work in conjunction with something else? Or would I cave in and take the other path? The only benefit of taking the other path, falling in line and being on the inside would be to help those on the outside who stood firm in their convictions and chose to be marginalized. But that comes with the price of being contaminated. Which is a giant irony when you think about it. Take the vaccine to prevent contamination! Yet….the vaccine is more of a contamination threat than the thing it’s trying to “vaccinate” you against. :/

All we can do right now, this early on, is wait and see, keeping a close eye on things and matter-of-factly preparing for potential worst case scenarios. It’s a bit of a “damned if you do, damned if you don’t” conundrum though. If the virus threat is real, which I believe it is, I don’t believe every last person we’re hearing about in the media is lying and not genuinely sick, then you’re damned if you don’t take it seriously and implement preventative measures, otherwise risk not only your own health but your loved ones that you live with, in the event you wind up passing the infection onto them. But if things are being exaggerated and it’s not how they’re presenting it…..then we’re damned if we do, just sitting by and watching the entire global economy collapse, obeying orders to stay home, close your business, lay off your employees, for months and months, people losing money and living off savings, if they even had any to begin with, until they have no more savings left, accepting the government stimulus checks to the tunes of trillions of dollars created out of thin air and which doesn’t even exist, and all the while as we did nothing and just………let it happen. It’s truly a lose-lose conundrum.

I will say this – I’ve been inundated with ongoing synchronicities for about the past six weeks or so, once COVID-19 became an official “thing,” and after a long period of quiet. Some of the synchs are bigger than others, but when they’re smaller/mild they then happen two or three in one day. You know, just in case I was planning on dismissing or doubting them. ;) O.o There’s also been the numbers. But in this case, not the negative/ominous ones as one might imagine during these times, surprisingly. Over the past three weeks or so it’s been intermittent 1111’s………something that’s apparently common for others, but which I myself don’t normally get. But I’d say at least eight to ten times so far I’ve gotten 11:11’d on the clocks over the past several weeks, and several of those times it’s been twice in day. Just so strange. As well as also getting the 948s, which is a personalized number for myself that has a positive association, as noted in the linked Number Sightings article. And in the middle of writing this I got a massive right ear tone that just went on, and on, and on. Barely get ear tones anymore either, because nothing noteworthy has been happening in my reality for a long time, let alone get a tone that goes on for almost five minutes straight.

So, something is definitely up, for sure. This situation isn’t nothing. Reality is massively in flux. (That’s not even counting my strange bout of Shingles that suddenly appeared starting Monday, March 23rd, on my first day of “quarantine work vacation,” with a Shingles rash in the shape of a very neat and tidy…..upside down triangle. “Coincidentally” right after Tom finished up his own bout of Shingles. And when Shingles isn’t airborne contagious. It’s something you’ll most likely develop later on in life if you’ve had Chickenpox as a child. Despite getting over pox it never actually goes away, and instead lies dormant in the body, somehow attached to the nerves or something, for decades, before being reignited. The triangle shape is very telling though. Something else is going on with that whole thing. Reality in general has just gotten really weird, that’s all I can say. Just posted the pics in my Anomalous Markings section. ) For now I’m just enjoying my forced quarantine vacation, which I desperately needed anyway and was actually looking forward to once I could see the direction things were going, and which I’m getting paid for. But like I was joking today, “It’s all fun and games until they come at you with a needle!” :D O.o

I’ll leave off with a movie I was recently rewatching from 2005, called The Island, starring Ewan McGregor, Scarlett Johansson, Djimon Hounsou and Sean Bean. Some aspects of it really stood out now in 2020, considering our present circumstances. In a nutshell it’s about an underground facility in the desert that creates clones for the elite and the rich who can afford them, so they can have replacement organs and body parts, or a surrogate to carry their babies if needed. The elite are lied to about the nature of the clones to make them ethically comfortable with the situation, mistakenly believing that they’re just mental vegetables stewing in pods, having no idea that the clones are fully functioning humans living out their lives in the facility. The clones in turn are also being lied to, regarding the nature of their existence. The Big Lie that they’re fed is is that they’re all the survivors of a global contamination of sorts, somehow found alive out in the world, rescued and brought into the facility where they now reside, hiding from the toxic contamination outside. Meanwhile, having been given a hefty dose of mind control programming and some token fake childhood “memory implants” to make things seem believable.

The idea of “contamination,” and the fear it generates for the clones, is the single biggest mechanism of control to keep them all in line and mindlessly going along with the program. There was also the whole bit with “Proximity!” in terms of clones being constantly admonished by the facility’s overseers to not touch each other/get too close to each other. In this case it was due to not wanting clones to develop romantic/sexual feelings for each other, as they need them to remain in a permanent non-sexual, child-like state for the purposes of control. But still, in light of “social distancing” and everybody being programmed to be terrified of going near anybody else out in public it seemed very fitting.

I don’t believe “The Island” was purposely trying to predict our specific present situation, since it’s very different. (If anything it’s actually a giant metaphor for our reality in general, along with other personal fave recommendations such as The Matrix, Dark City, The Adjustment Bureau, The Thirteenth Floor, The Truman Show, The Cabin in the Woods, Aeon Flux, etc.) But rather, it’s a means to present one of the textbook “Playbook” options of manipulation and control that “The Powers That Be” like to utilize.